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01:23 - 16.08.07 I don't even know why I felt I had to do what I was doing - just that energy like an electrical current burning out my circuits. I finally gave up trying and surrendered to the need to calm down and slow down. Picked up my copy of "The Deathly Hallows" and started reading to the cats. After all, they have waited patiently for me to read it to myself twice. I think it was the second paragraph when I looked up to find all five of them in a semi circle on the floor, lying in various postures and attitudes as they listened. Just like being back in my sons'classrooms in their early years, although the boys wouldn't thank me for the comparison. Even so, I had those felines' rapt attention for a spell. I found reading this particular story difficult, because of the harshness of it in places. One can't realistically write about damaging or destroying a soul and the sacrifice necessary to stop it without being so, but to speak it out loud seems to amplify the power of the words considerably. Odd. Continued sending out resumes and researching various issues. I think the other part of the problem I was having with the day is that I have been working hard at several tasks for a number of weeks now without seeing any tangible progress. Guess I should just remember "Patience Grasshopper". One "can't push the river", so it is said, but right now I feel as though I'm caught in an undertow. Bleagh. Guess maybe I'll just hope I get up on the right side of the bed tomorrow. Good night dear diary. � � |