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23:54 - 22.10.05 I spent today working on my downtown work and on the election tasks with a side of houswork too - you know mowing the lawn and cleaning out litter boxes. It was really difficult to find the energy and motivation to do any of it. Don't know why I feel so tired and jaded. Nothing really interests me right now and I just want to sleep. Maybe that's just because I'm still not over the flu or whatever I had last week. Starting last June until now it has felt as though I'm under seige somehow. Work is better of course but home, community and family have been one trial and challenge after another. I think because I have always felt that those were my places of sanctuary,so to lose any sense of safety or support from those sources is just a bit more than I can cope with. I know I should be counting all my blessings. I should also remember to look at where I was a few years ago and where I am now in comparison. Big improvement, is it not? Of course. So for calming the nerves and getting back on the path why not try out this labyrinth or consider this quantum theory or contemplate these awesome pumpkin carvings. Just to get in the mood for All Souls Night - the Celtic New Year. Good night dear diary. � � |